Too many times have we burden ourselves with "fleshy" elements of heartache and pain such as love and personal pursuits of happiness. Though, we are only human [and I accept that fully] we must be able to stand on our own two feet and say 'I cant take it anymore!.' Hell, if you cant do it by yourself call a friend and ask for help or see a guidance professional. I hate to look around and see my friends and family whom I have came to love just wallow helplessly in the currents of pain, heartache, family issues, financial burdens, etc. and if I cud be superhuman I would take it all away. Excuse me much if this does not fall together properly because my thoughts are all over the place. However, you be able to read between the lines and I'll accept your personal understandings and opinions as they are. Hey! I dont have to like it or understand it, but if you love it then I'll accept it!
To the persons involved in straining relationships I say this one thing to you. Don't allow another person to come into your life and put you through unwanted and unneeded stress. Sometimes the Lord Jesus Christ makes GOOD things fall APART so BETTER things could fall TOGETHER. Again, no one is perfect. I may not have the best relationship, the fanciest car, the best clothes or the most money or whatever floats your boat but what I can offer to you is my love, support and faith in you! No matter what persons think of you..your always going to be you and only GOD can judge you otherwise. And of course you know this, just thought I should put it out there! And believe me...I'm just now learning to live my life fully without focusing on the onlookers! And trust you me...I've never held regrets because my past is whats creating [not ruling] my future!
Don't mind people...shoots you don't ever have to mind me! People tend to look from the outside in to try and place transparent meanings onto your life story. They dont see the emotional me, the lighthearted me, the crazy me, the phycological, the financial me, the respectful me, THEY DONT SEE ME for ME! Point blank period! And thats a fact! Everything you do in your life should be based on how you want it n the way GOD planned it! Come on, those that mind dont matter and those that dont mind are the ones who matter. Hold on I think I need some water to cool down here.
So, what's my reason for writing this note? Well...in all honesty and truth it's really some pent up frustration of mine and a mirrored realization of truth too and I'm posting it here for someone who may need another eye opener like me. Hell, I've been in a shaky relationship for almost 2 years now and maybe I dont have the heart for it anymore! All the drama that it totes closely behind it...I've became emotionally attached to it rather than physically and it weighs and shows...no individual on earth should have the power over you to cripples your mind into believing that something is beneficial to you even if its making you unhappy.
But that's where Volume One ends today folk...who knows when I'll post again...maybe tomorrow or the day after...or when my friend JOEY FedEx my BDAY gift! i kno! just mind ya own damn business! And live ya lyfe!
Feed your haters people! Take on of those hater-pills each day because they build something great inside :)! Love the life you live! Live the life you love! And have the courage to know the difference! Pray about these things man...and yes I do love yall bunch of HUMANS!
Until next time...oh and excuse my damn typo's king!
